||Sep. 2nd, 2002 10:37 am|
But hey, I'm unemployed, why do I care? Because this is the point at which I feel completely pointless; I should be working, doing something useful, but that alternative's not really there. So instead it's cleaning out the fridge, and work on IP5 (with no idea if anyone will ever use it). Yes, I have to call QXL and Technical Recruitment, but that's hardly going to fill a week. I'll check a couple of jobsites, and I've got the interview tomorrow; I should hear from Unity at some point too.|
Why is so hard to get started with anything, when you have so little to do?
I get that too. When I've too much on I've not enough time but I've all kinds of things to do, and when nothing's happening I can't find a thing to do, even though I could be doing all the things I wanted to be doing when I was busy and didn't have time. I'm terrible with long holidays or anything like that. If that makes any sense at all? :)
Because you *could* do nothing if you wanted and you want to try it and see.
If you don't have much to do, how are you at sewing leather? I have a trenchcoat-shaped project that *still* needs doing.
More seriously: stop being silly, everybody's pointless, it's just that some of them have jobs and convince themselves that it makes them pointful. You might as well do what you want to and what you think will make the world better before it gets wiped out by the Sun going red giant or a big meteorite crashing into the Sahara Desert.
Learn IP5 if you like learning it and if you want to be someone who knows it. Do stuff like lying in fields reading books on subjects you've never done before, just because they sound like a good idea. You don't have nothing to do, you just haven't figured out enough things to do for the amount of time you have to do them in yet.
I know the feeling...having been unemployed for over a year, I try to start projects with the best of intentions and never see them through...tho when I'm busy I seem to be doing 5 things at once...
Though, as I'm starting Uni nxt week, I'll be glad of my ability to do that!! :)